Nightmares.

I have nightmares constantly when I'm stressed out, which turns out to be frequently. They're usually the same ones, over and over again. Mostly from my past, like unfinished business coming to haunt me at night. And I always wake up feeling nauseated. I also always get sick when I'm stressed out. I must have the most gawd-awful immune system hell could supply me with. A couple of panic attacks one evening, the next day I'm burning up and bed ridden. Over and over and over again. I try to eat healthy, take vitamins, but nothing does it. I think I should do some stress-relieving yoga meditation in the mornings. I also really want a punching bag.

I think that would do me wonders.

Hooray for charity!

There's really nothing better than the feeling of giving back. After watching American Idol Gives Back tonight, you'd have to be an idiot not to be moved by all of the seriously unfortunate standards within the world. By donating $100, I helped feed a child for an entire YEAR in Kenya. I think everyone should think of the many, many children suffering from hunger and sickness around the world, and most shockingly, in our own backyard within the US, while they're buying their Fendi bags and Mercedes SUVs. We aren't in need of such material things, and it's unfortunate that here, in the Silicon Valley, in the center of wealth, we are so shallow and ignorant to the real devastation taking place around us.

If you can buy coffee at Starbucks every day, if you can lease a new Beamer, if you can buy new Puma shoes, you need to give back. It's a shame if you don't.

Tropical Fruit

Almost every morning, I have a banana and black coffee for breakfast.

Today, just thought I'd let you know, my banana tasted like a flower.

Always shocking someone!

Guess what? I have a love of law. Yes, deep inside, I've always wanted to be an attorney. So, I've enrolled in a paralegal program starting next month, and I'm stoked! Who knows--if it goes more than well, I might even enroll myself in law school. :)

Yay! I'm so very excited to be back in school, and even more so, studying law.

Career paths.

Really frustrated with work right now. To make a long story short, I don't feel appreciated at all! I don't think I'm treated fairly or valued as a worker.

What the hell will make me happy? I just want the fine balance of enjoying my job, AND my paycheck!

After much deep thinking, it came to me.

THIS will make me a VERY happy employee:

My hair is burning.

Or at least, it feels like it.

I'm coloring it for the first time since November of last year. Long overdue.

I was thinking. I recently developed a crazy allergy to strawberries out of NOWHERE.

It would be interesting if I suddenly developed a crazy allergy to hair color and all of my hair fell out.

Hmm.






I'm gonna go wash it out!

I really want to do water sports!

I sit with a humble glass of Almaden Rhine.

Life is good.

And what I meant is I REALLY want one of these this summer: